2012 Dy

So far we made it...

Hmm suppose i wan to make 2012 years wishes or what i want to do but nobody will read it and i doesn't want to highlight it as well...

just what my feeling now is... i cant love someone who didnt do the same thing back to me... it just feeling not so right... being silent or not being im still a loser... just same result in the tarot card.. resentful...

Haha who care ppl keep say that my blog is fully write the unhappy thing it just some word that i totally duno who to talk to... cheer

Dear Jack n jack gf

i so curious how come u 2 everyday until morning... the internet usage is high until i cant on9 do anything that i want... sigh i should continue use my digi broadband that time... sharing internet with u is my biggest mistake in my life.

New year must do list... !

2011 year i must do what i want to do... 'but not 杀人放火 that kind of thing... xD'
1. After join RnH for 1 years... mean October... i must change my position to be an animator... if not... den at less i hv my great portfolio for animation...!
Re: 1. Become an animator
2. Get Car !
3. Get girl friend... xD
4. Animate <11 second club> every month.
5. Draw my own comic, with the story i created.
6. Find somewhere to stay that reli feel like is my room.
7. If pc came out more powerful, i will gonna to get 1 new pc... xD
8. Nobody that i knew left this world. (be safe everyone)
9. Get my experiment of magnet done.
10. Do braces to fix my teeth... :D

guess that what i want for next Year 2011... xD

The life is still not i want.

title tell everything.

confuse by no reason==

I know what i want but im confuse by no reason==
I need some brave n strength in my life.

fucking pain

cking pai nU  FuCiNg bLg SpOt N FcKiN LiFe N FaT I NvR TrN BtTeR AlToIg I S HrD OrK T ChNe My LfE T, I No I Di LoNg TiM Ao AnD JsT A ShOtI I M LiF

The new August is coming

Oh kena penalty my salary but at less i got backup alot money just for 1 month use T^T
Everyone said chance is what i do then what i will get.
but to me is not.
I always pay more that 100% to do everything.
but in the end...
no one give me the chance...
Yeah...
nearly everything...
i think what my life was missing is... luck
or what i want to achieve is too high???
or i think everything too complicated?
or too mature and not suppose worry for now??????
i duno...
i see no future infront the path that i walk...
cause they have no chance... and everything is given by other
nomatter what i do is nobody will accept...

Need to shout everything out

Breath depthly....................................................................

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Nvm
new August is always my twist in my life...
If u dun take me...
i take myself...
Be a part of malaysian although will poor until die